if life was a highway, im drunk at the wheel. ♥
sometimes i think unnecessary things.
sometimes i think unnecessary things too much.
sometimes i think unnecessary things too much till i feel sad.
sometimes i think unnecessary things too much till i feel sad and wanna cry.
sometimes i dont know what is wrong with me.
sometimes i dont know what is wrong with me and why im always being like this.
why do i feel so forgotten.
does anyone care?
gee, im so stupid.
dont ever forget me. ♥
You're automatic and
your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic and
your voice is electric
but do I still believe?
It's automatic
every word in your letter
The lie connects the beat
It's automatic
when you say things get better
but they never
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?
It's so automatic
calling comes from the crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic watching faces
I dont't know
Erase the face of you
It's automatic,
systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Each step you make
each breath you take
Your heart,
your soul,
remote controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me
(There's no real love in you)
(There's no real love in you)
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?
Automatic
There's no real
Automatic
love in you
Automatic
Why do I
Automatic
keep loving you?
Automatic
automatic- tokio hotel.
if you guys remember,
one of my facebook status was "german songs remind me of you, i've been listening to tokio hotel all day."
you might be thinking,
"duh, whatever."
but well, i think its kinda true.
tokio hotel's sounding kinda weird nowadays.
like,
so.... electronica already.
where did the emo go to! ):
anyhoo,
had a fun lunch outing with shufen and my darling wife today. (:
i wonder what it'll be like if im no longer in aj.
ohoh,
managed to trade in old iPhone for $250 yesterday.
and i need $10 more for my new iPhone.
someone please donate to the MEL FUND.
thankyouuuu. :D
and do join my fan club! :D
http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=100000168365820#/pages/MEL-MEL-MEL...
toodles!
i love goats. ♥
I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough
Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind
Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think that I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up
Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind
Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah
Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because
I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
insomnia- craig david.
this is some gay shit video.
which made me laugh myself to tears.
had fun today.
the "tourist"-y moments of taking photos in the mrt and station.
awesome man.
and i do need to learn to cook better.
lol, i realise my posts are weird and have no meaning or direction.
and i crazily bought a new bottle of nail polish today.
but its freaking awesome.
its kinda this "party" coloured nail polish.
okay, i dont club.
but this colour totally matches clubbing dresses.
and some really cool ones i saw in river island.
OMG. :D
hope to watch a cool movie soon.
and i really wanna go for MUSE! :D
if i do well, i get 128$ tix. fully sponsored by parents.
awesome shit.
and i still dontknow why bryan my mom doesnt believe im gonna study for retests.
i missing jamming so much though. ):
alrighty,
back to emo-ing.
toodles.
p.s: jiachen i didnt forget you.
im gonna say a big HELLO to you here.
so dont complain that i never blog about you.
love you papa! :D
nu-er will teach you piano for freeee! (:
brit bands are love! ♥
Without the one that puts a smile on your face
So hold me 'til the sun burns out
I won't be lonely when I'm down
'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer
I never doubted you at all
The stars collide and you stand by and watch them fall
(By and watch them fall)
So hold me 'til the sky is clear and whisper words of love right into my ear
'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
Yeah
When I've got you
Oh
To make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together
Looking in your eyes
Hoping they won't cry
And even if you do I'll be in bed so close to you
To hold you through the night and you'll be unaware
But if you need me I'll be there
Yeah
I got you
Oh
To make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour feels much longer
Yeah
When I got you to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together
Oh
When I got you
i've got you- mcfly.
brit-ish.
breeet-eeeshhh.
okay, my craze over british bands have never faded since primary school.
muse, busted, coldplay, mcfly, son of dork, fightstar.
perhaps these arent bands you guys listen to.
but brit bands are awesome!
i'll never get tired of them man.
anyway,
my mummy finally allowed me to go out.
ohmygod,
is this like some crazy miracle?
or did she decide to pity me cos of all that grounding.
yay!
im like, damn happy.
and another great thing today is....
NO MORE PW!
peedoubleyou, you suck.
now with all these stresses off my chest,
i can finally relax.
or not really.
anyhoo, mind if i bitch here a lil?
okay, even if you dont agree i will still bitch luh.
sheesh. X:
i cant stand people.
especially girls.
who one day tell everyone a sad story about her breakup,
say she cant get over him and all,
get all the comfort she can have.
and the next day she'll go,
"im fine. i found a new love. i hope hes my true love."
and probably 2 months later this repeats.
goddamnit,
you're lucky to be pretty alright.
but you cant do this!
do you have a heart?
alright,
enough of this shit story.
time to relax.
and dont say im being childish and retarded.
but im trying to buy a drumkit on pet society.
LOL.
ohoh! and guess whos my favourite mcfly member. :D
thinking of you. ♥
The top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit an run
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven't heard
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I'll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it's just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip would make me sick
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I'll love you forever
But now it's over
Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a rush
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I'll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don't call me crying
Say hello to goodbye
Cause just one thing would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I'll love you forever
But now it's over
All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab is everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I'll love you forever
But now I'm sober
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I'll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying
Say hello to goodbye
Cause just one sip would make me sick
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
Love you forever
But now it's over
Now it's over
I still taste it on my tongue
Now I'm sober
love drunk- boys like girls.
okay peeps,
dont ask me why im listening to boys like girls.
something is going wrong in my head these few days.
like my previous two posts,
if you understand it,
good for you.
but its pretty heavy huh?
like,
people can come up to me and ask me,
"wtf you talking about on your blog?"
and i'll probably go,
"dude, i didnt even know you read my blog."
i thought i was non-existent.
erm, well.
i still am.
and i already decided which course i wanna go.
great to catch up with a long time no talk friend.
miss those library days.
today has been a rather good day.
though i woke up late. -.-
but i loved tempanyaki.
and i loved walking around.
apart from the weird ahbengs who liked to stare. -.-
must be my domo bag too cute le. :D
i made so many bets with so many different people im getting confused.
ahh!
and yes,
i am hooked onto "i kissed a girl" by katy perry.
and no,
i am not trying to turn lesbian.
but yes,
i might be attempting that soon.
okay, i dont know why i did this retarded post. ._.
toodles!
ignorance is your new bestfriend. ♥
Does it hurt to hear me say
That I never really meant to stay
I left you right where I want you
Now there's nothin' left
And not a reason
There's nothin' left to believe in
When just one remains
I've sailed away
Such a foolish game
That we have been playin'
Now you got me right where you want me
I left you in the right
But you wouldn't let me take the fall
Now you've got me right where you want me
Now there's nothin' left
And that's the reason
There's not much left to believe in
If it's all just the same
I'll sail away
You pushed so hard
You have to know that
You might just get what you wanted
And when just one remains
I've sailed away
I found out on my own
Everything that I've been missin'
Now I've got you right where I want you
Now that we're apart
I see just who you are
You're always gonna be
The one to keep hatin'
Now I've got you right where I want you
Now there's nothin' left
And that's the reason
There's not much left to believe in
If it's all just the same
I'll sail away
You pushed so hard
You have to know that
You might just get what you wanted
And when just one remains
I've sailed away
I'm not one to hide my face behind the pain
It's not like me to beg you to stay
I'll just sail away
Now there's nothin' left
And that's the reason
There's not much left to believe in
If it's all the same
I'll sail away
You pushed so hard
You have to know that
You might just get what you wanted
And when just one remains
You know I've sailed away
And when just one remains
You know I've sailed away
Does it hurt to hear me say
That I never really meant to stay
sailed away- saving abel.
nice band nice song.
this isnt gonna be another short love-struck post like the previous one.
i admit,
the previous post was abit retarded.
like, days after i posted it i was thinking "why the fuck did i do that".
heh, alright.
this is gonna be a venting post,
so bear with me.
so today began as "peaceful".
it was raining,
but the weather was awfully perfect for sleeping.
everyone was at peace.
the surroundings serene and calm.
and then cold war begins.
im building up my fort,
storing all my weapons.
and you do the exact same.
you shoot me silent glares.
and i retreat.
i dont wanna cold war.
pretty please, i give up.
it doesnt end.
you push me to hell.
hours later comes the phone call.
you dont seem angry.
or at least, dont seem to sound angry.
maybe im wrong.
perhaps this is detente.
(fuck, why am i applying my history context here.)
and so we now are able to smile at each other
for now, huh.
maybe i'll have to stay in hell for the whole of next year cos you force me to.
or maybe i'll make my sweet escape.
but i cannot run away.
perhaps this cold war will never end.
perhaps it will.
soon i hope.
and while i wanna give in,
the temptation of a new ally is so great.
we're gonna fall out because of this new ally.
should i join forces with that someone.
i know you wont approve of it.
you never will.
probably till i get out of this hell,
this shithole.
i dont know.
everything seems impossible.
you stand alone while im seeking a chance to take in an ally.
you'll never agree,
you might hate me for it.
but i dont hate you,
i never will.
im sorry for everything.
i hate to say sorry to you cos i dont think im in the wrong.
but fuck it,
this is my sad life.
i have to accept my pathetic fate.
yes, you shall have everything you say.
and i will have a cup of shutthefuckup.
alright? happy?
and where are you, my ally? ):
missing you missing you missing you missing you.
or maybe not.
as i've said before a million times,
im no fan of lady gaga,
but this verse has been stuck in my head the whole day.
"I wanna kiss you,
but if I do then I might miss you, babe.
it's complicated and stupid."
yeah, how stupid of me.
that thing you do. ♥
im addicted to this song.
ahhhh!
i love that thing you do....
stealing my heart.
bit by bit.
[:
i best be on my way out. ♥
On top of the roof
The air is so cold and so calm
I say your name in silence
You don't wanna hear it right now
The eyes of the city
Are counting the tears falling down
Each one a promise
Of everything you never found
I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow falls quietly
You just can't feel it no more
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again
I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump
I don't know how long
I can hold you so strong
I don't know how long
Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Don't jump
I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true
Don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you
Don't jump
Don't let memories go
Of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please don't jump
Don't jump
And if all that can't hold you back
I'll jump for you
dont jump- tokio hotel.
this is the english translation of the song lyrics.
could have uploaded the english version of the song,
but i prefer the german sound of it. (:
i love the last line "i'll jump for you".
i love german songs. (:
anyway, cant believe you guys actually did the voting thing.
the results are cool though,
most people picked the same as me. heh.
life's getting scary for now.
my emotions and physical weariness is beginning to get the better of me.
i need a break.
to breathe, to relax, to just hang out.
my plans to go out everyday to different places and eat different food....
when can that happen!
cant wait for 28 december.
the day im free before the next doomsday which is 8 january.
one day before a special day....
sheesh. ):
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